Haphazard Records

To be, or not to be: that is the question

To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep to say we end

Nahhh, I ain't doing Hamlet. I'm doing Othello. The quote that goes :

Then must you speak
Of One that lov'd not wisely but too well

ANYWAY, Meena and I are currently actually deciding whether we love our GP teacher or to be really scared of her. Somehow we can't tell whether she is being sacarstic to us anymore. Completely numb to it.

Meena: She covers her sacarsm so nicely and well. Then ends it with a ribbon on top.

But I do admit sincerely that Mdm Wong is really fun to talk to. Never get bored of her sacarstic comebacks. It's great having funny teachers. They add little colours into a JC student's BLACK AND WHITE life.

Anyhow, we all really gotta thank Meena for buying us Macdonalds to school today. Hahaha. I had something to look forward in school for Friday. But CCA just kills it after that. Ugh... I don't really want to go for CCA, I was enjoying my time cca-less. The guitar club today was boring. Honestly boring. Munees and I were practically playing our own songs and ignoring the lesson taught by a SENIOR. ONE YEAR SENIOR.
I don't know why seniors treat you as if they're 4 years older. I mean like hello? Some people are same age as you if you didn't realize?! Yes, it isn't rare in JC. They're guitars are really nice. REALLY. Nice casing and it's real costly. $700 they said. PL guitars are the ones that people want to throw away. You can probably get it for $30 each and that's in rupees. I mean it.

Gosh... I hate spending time alone thinking and feeling all pissed off about school. I can't help feeling pissed. School spoils everything. EV-VAR-RI-THING. Everything I do, I plan, must be revolving around the pivot: SCHOOL. I can't go out late and have a great time partying cause I'd be worried about homework and being too sleepy for lessons. I can't completely free myself cause at the back of my mind there's this big SCHOOL alarm. I hate that. I totally understand the depression of school Shar, I do. It's not that I can't cope, I just don't FEEL like coping...sigh...

Ugh, thank god sharmila sms-es me during school hours. I'd probably lose my mind too. Thank God for QD meet ups. Or school might not be bearable AT ALL. Everyday it's so tempting to get a MC just to skip school and relax. But hell, this is Singapore JC. The education system tells me that if I did something like that, I'll flop for the rest of my life. Damn conscience. I have to be a robot to accept this education system entirely. Everyday, the same thing. 10hrs of school, 3 hrs of homework, 5hrs of sleep. For 18months. What the hell am I doing in a JC....

I really need to sleep this off. Thank you blogger for letting me get that out of my system.

posted by Cineja @ 10:42 PM