In guitar club, the BEST SECTION IS SECTION 3! The rhythm section or chords...you get the point. The people in there are the BEST!!! AHAHAHAH !!!
Character Analysis-- Lishan - Autistic. That's the only thing I can say about her. Denise - Well you heard enough of her on my blog. Bi'En - Never fails to laugh at Denise Sharlene - Never comes for section outings ME Fiona - The "Qian Jing Xiao Jie". Her physical appearance makes her look like some intelligent rich girl. Not brat. Girl. Isobel - The guy. Not as bad as Sharmila though. The source of Guitar Picks for our section. Olivia - The weird, fickle-minded cutie.
Left to Right Top: Ong Lishan, Denise Chia, Zhang Bi'En, Sharlene Tan, Janice Chia Bottom: Fiona Tan, Isobel Nga, Olivia Tan
AHHH GHOST!!!! Shutter! Shutter! By the way, that's Isabelle from Guitar 2. Sharlene didn't morph into someone else.
WHHOOT WHOOT!!! I'm extremely high now! KALEIDOSCOPE WAS FUN! I have no idea how I got so psyched up for the performance. SO MANY PEOPLE SAID GUITAR WAS FUN! AHAHAHAHAH! WE ROCK! ESPECIALLY SECTION 3/PRIME 3/GUITAR 3! Penelope....MAMBO NUMBER 5! ElBIMBO!!!
UNO! DOS, TRES, CUATRO!
Guitar 3 went camwhoring so badly cause Denise wanted her face to be snapped. It's all on Bi'En's camera.
Got so much stuff! THANKS EVERYONE! I LOVE YOU ALL! I'm going to tend the flowers.
I really wanted to see the instructors Special performance.
I'm still high but too tired to type. I'll miss guitar club, especially my juniors...
Chinese O levels are so near, yet I don't even have a slight sense of urgency to flip open a Chinese revision book, while my mother, in my place, seemed to have grasped the panic-feel after seeing my Chinese Class Test results.
DAMN Rain just had to fall when we were allowed to switch on the fans. Come on mother nature, do you hate us?! Earth day is Death Day. No meat, fish, fans, straws. Should have brought fish burger and a bunch of straws to rebel.
Kaleidoscope is happening less than 24hrs from now. Experience the kaleidoscopic talents from the Performing Arts Groups! Ahh what am I doing...The tickets are sold out and I'm not really excited about performing tomorrow.
I don't really look forward to getting bossed around by Miss Tessa Tan who is one of the administrative personnel for Kaleidoscope. Like during Symphony of Praise, she was DA BOSS. That was a horrible experience. But I do look forward to the gifts I hope to be receiving...
YAY! EINSTEIN CAN GO FOR THE VIDEO GAME SYMPHONY! I actually really hoped she'd make it cause she's fun to discuss music with. Sharmila would probably be zoinked if I discussed it with her. The same expression she gives when she got killed by a chainsaw maniac in Resident Evil 4.
I'm pretty amazed that I'm not the only idiot who still loves the movie: THE EMPERORS NEW GROOVE. And memorized most of the script. Adeline Wang, you should have said so earlier.
I can't do argumentative essays...There goes my future as a lawyer. I only can write narratives. Maybe I should be a journalist...
Our crucial year and our form teacher is Miss Kok. She makes us feel that life is crucial with her, hence, live for today. The next time you see miss kok, it might be the end.
Pearlyn CHIAM(so that people don't think that it's the other one *ahem...), wrote a card for the guitar club SYF members. Touched again...
I'll treat my section juniors to breakfast tomorrow. Fiona, Lishan, Olivia, Isobel and Bi'en, they've all been great guitar juniors.
Ahaha, you'll understand why that's my header for this post when you check these videos out.
Which method will it be to kill Janice eh?? :|
SERIOUS WARNING: It contains very gory or horrifying stuff. VERY. So if you can't take it, don't watch it. I MEAN IT. If the movie Constantine almost got you deranged, then you better take extra precaution when watching these. I put it up for those BRAVEHEARTS. Those who can watch Ju-on and sleep well at night. For example, Annabella Tan. Maybe if you watch it, you'll think it's not that bad and I was exaggerating. Well, that's for me to know and you to find out.
RESIDENT EVIL 4 DYING VIDEOS.
FATAL FRAME. NOTHING BUT GHOST, GHOST, GHOST.
OKAY IF NOW YOU ALL WISH TO SUICIDE AND STAB ME COUNTLESS TIMES, GO SEE A COUNCILOR. I ALREADY WARNED YOU.
Mid-years begin in a week and I can't seem to get myself to even open 1 textbook. I even have the guts to continue playing video games and wasting so much TIME which every teacher says we're running out of. Basically I just plan to get through it, nothing more. Then Sharon is desperately using all the time she has to study and do 100 other school papers.
DENISE CHIA LITING! You'd think I'll actually believe every word of that, "I will be more careful" speech?! I actually did for awhile, but what happened? You went and spilled chicken curry on your WHITE blouse. That wallet incident is history, but there's such a thing as 'raking up the past'. Anyway it's something worthwhile to remember. I really don't understand how someone could be that stupid...
Ms Kok, needless to say, gets aggravating. She could actually say, "I HATE 4C1". That's just IT! Damn it Ms Kok, you say we're irresponsible? YES, BUT NO ONE IS SOOO RESPONSIBLE THAT HE/SHE IS ACCOUNTABLE FOR WHATEVER HE/SHE DOES. Obviously there will be hiccups here and there. Surely you don't believe that YOUR VERY responsible, right? You have, with all due respect, been irresponsible during certain occasions. And the class can vouch for me. And now, some of us are an O level STUDENT who also has her CCA Activity! Okay so you say, "If you can't cope don't join SYF". Well woman, you cannot so simply say it. "It's easier said than done", you obviously never had this chance before, hence don't know how we feel. This is WHAT WE WANT to do. If you never experienced it, you would not understand. WHEN YOU ACTUALLY GET A CHANCE, THEN YOU MAY MAKE YOUR CURRENT REDUNDANT COMMENT. -I wrote about this dreaming of that day when Ms kok passes through my blog and reads this-
This bugs me, the Girls Brigade think they're better guitarist than Guitar Club? That's a sweeping comment. Really. You believe your better than ALL of the guitar club? Yeah, maybe for some because you've been through your own private course, but even so, I actually doubt your better. If your judging by the morning devotion, take your guitar and smash it over your head, because I too, have no comments about those who can't play. IF YOU WANT TO JUDGE, GET THE GIRL'S BRIGADE TO PLAY AN ENSEMBLE PIECE! Then see who's better. We guitar club are not trained to play casual modern acoustic guitar Sing-a-long songs. We're trained to play ENSEMBLE pieces, learn CLASSICAL guitar techniques, read notes(and for the Outo 1s, they read very high notes, the type of notes Grade 3 Yamaha would not have covered yet). And we learn pieces in a matter of 2 months. Yes, our MAMBO No.5 SYF piece was taught to us in FEB, yet it was perfect at the time of SYF. Those who made this comment, to me, either you're a sporty person, or one who's musically "declined" or just an ardent GB fan.
Kaleidoscope is the next big event in school. I don't want to play the SYF songs anymore, it feels so nostalgic. There isn't this "Climax" anymore to boost me up for the concert. Maybe I feel that way now, on that day it could be different...
Is it that surprising that I'd wear a skirt? What's up with that attitude. Sheesh.
Enci and Sharon are alike. I didn't say EXACT, but it just seems that whatever Enci does, Sharon does too and vise versa.
This was the longest post I've made for quite sometime...
Mortis, I do enjoy reading people's blog. Probably I didn't get what you were trying to say. But I wouldn't stop someone from writing their thoughts.
SYF SYF SYF SYF SYF! That's all we hear these past two weeks. HELL WITH SYF AND THEIR PANEL OF JUDGES. THEY CAN'T JUDGE.
Ahem*.
This is unbecoming of me. I was actually tempted by an old man at the roadside! To do what you ask?! TO EAT MUACHI!!! You know that white gooey stuff covered in bits of peanut and sugar? Yea that. So yes, I gave in to temptation and got one... OMG THAT OLD MAN HAS SUPER GOOD TASTE OKAY?! The muachi was AWESOME! The peanuts were crushed to very fine pieces and it blended with the sugar so deliciously. And the Muachi was so soft and easy to swallow. Damn...
Exams are like coming and I don't seem to be giving a damn. I tell myself that as long as you are not this slack for O level's it's fine...
Cellgroup on wednesday going to be held at Chomp Chomp? Everyone believes Ms kok come up with the idea. I agreed to go cause my home is so nearby...
ANNOUNCEMENT: CALLING ALL GAME ENTHUSIASTS, PLAY! A Video Game Symphony is selling it's tickets at sistic! It'll play all the classic video game songs like Mario, Final Fantasy, Elders Scrolls. QUADROPS ARE GOING!!! (Except for Sharon). I can't wait!!!
School's getting more and more demanding for a Sec 4 Graduating student. Hence, it leaves little time for me to blog daily. I wonder if EnCi still does...
Anyway, SYF was extremely fun, enjoyed myself to the fullest, but we ended up with a Silver. Sharon kept repeating that the this year panel of judges are whacked. And that guy who announced the results, announced our school in such a nonchalant way it pisses me off.
Past 2 days had test after test. Science Practical, Maths and Chemistry Test. SHIT MATH TEST. I'm going to murder that damn teacher.
NEWS FLASH! FOR THOSE WHO HAVEN'T HEARD ABOUT CHERYL'S STUPIDITY DURING THE CHEMISTRY PRACTICAL READ ON! PS. Cheryl looks weird but she believes she's beautiful in that haircut.
The Bunsen burner, only useful when lighted. When it's off it's completely useless. But somehow, Cheryl just cannot accept that. HENCE, she switched on the Bunsen Burner BUT DID NOT LIGHT IT. Then JOYFULLY put her test tube over the unlighted Bunsen burner and tried to heat it. Thankfully, Ms Liang told her. Or Cheryl would have just failed the practical. Observation: No visible reaction....
Anyhows, I got myself a gamepad for Resident Evil 4 PC and now I'm hooked on it but I'm too scared to play cause it's down right disturbing. I mean I shoot a zombie and the head explodes then as A HEADLESS ZOMBIE, IT GRABS YOU WHEN IT SHOULD BE DEAD.
Kaleidoscope coming up, I'm not exactly surprise that the night time concert is sold out. I mean I'm playing in it, that's why... Just kidding, it's sold out, in my opinion, is because the concert hall does not have much seats in the first place.
Denise today officially claimed during POA lesson that she WILL BE CAREFUL FROM NOW ON AND ASSURED ME COUNTLESS OF TIMES. So fine, I believed her. But then we went to the toilet and Denise slammed her fingers with the toilet door. Then during Break 2, she spilled Chicken curry all over her WHITE BLOUSE. HOW IRONIC.
Junipher wrote a sweet thank you message for the SYF to everyone in guitar club. Touched.
I can't play guitar well with a teacher staring at me. Pressure. But I promised my sister that I'll do my best.
My sis got me stuff from Taiwan! I hope it's food.
IF YOUR GOING FOR KALEIDOSCOPE, PLEASE GIVE ME SOMETHING! -Ego- I'm sitting in the front row. 4th from the right - Audience point of view. The guitar outfit suddenly does not look horrid anymore.
I want to continue watching this romance-comedy anime Kanon. So I'll stop here.
I'M EXHAUSTED! Because Denden and I didn't go for the autistic school cip, ms kok has been hounding us. Wtf, she even called my parents! F***er! So anyway, we got a job at SPCA's Flag day. This is the first time I'm doing flag day so I was completely blur.
Anyhow, SPCA was at Upper Aljunid. Some place where we wouldn't really go to. So we had to find our way back to a MRT station and take a train down to Bugis. THE PROBLEM WAS, WE DIDN'T KNOW WHICH BUS! Hence, De and I decided to take whichever bus that came first(It was a really rash action, we know). And it was bus number 93.
Woah, omg it's like so irritating. Of all the buses that were there 93, a bus that traverses the whole Singapore but doesn't go to any MRT stations was the one we took. We sat in that bus for half and hour hoping the bus would somehow end up at a MRT station. BUT NO!!! It went to Toa Payoh, Bishan, Bukit Timah, Redhill, Thompson, Alexandra Road IKEA, Sime, Commonwealth, BUT JUST NOT AN MRT STATION! So we got real pissed and drop at some random bus stop which many people seemed to be going down at then take a cab.
When we got there, it was all hustle and bustle, but everyone looked so fierce and dao. But I got the ball rolling when I asked a lady. MY TIN CAN WAS HEAVIER! I'm so proud of myself okay? My first time doing this and my can has so much money. I especially love the aunties and english-educated senior citizens. Occasionally some young adult would donate. And also children! I got a better spot than Den, it's true cause mine had people from every direction.
Of course while there are nice people, there are also real assholes. There's this group of girls who were probably wondering what school I was from so they got 1 of their friends to walked up and look at the school's crest on my PL-Lite Shirt. It was freaking obvious cause she walked towards me, with her eyes fixed on the crest, then when she reached a close enough distance, she turned a 180 back to her friends and said, "Paya Lebar ...." I was at my limit and almost said," Bitch!"
Then there was this friendly english speaking elderly who talked to me:
Lady: What school are you from? Me: -softly- Paya Lebar... Lady: Huh? Me: Paya Lebar Methodist Girl's Secondary Lady: Oh that's a good school Me: Heh. Lady: You must have studied hard to get into it. Me: Not really, I was from the Primary school, so it's affiliated. Lady: Oh, so next time you'll go to ACJC? Me: Maybe... Since it's also affiliated.
I said I didn't study hard cause if I said yes, I know it'll be on my conscience.
I was like a street guide. "where's simlim tower?", "Where is Bukit Timah?", "Where is the public phone?", "Where is Seiyu?". I bet I gave all wrong directions. It was a Eurasian who asked me where the telephone was and his accent was incomprehensible to me so when he asked, "Where is the public telephone?" It sounded to me like, "Where's thpubtehone?" I just stared at him and I was like, "What is that?!" Oh man, come to think of it I sounded like an idiot. The guy who asked me where is Seiyu could tell I didn't know. Hahahahaha.
Flag day is tiring, next time I see people doing it I will donate. I know how it feels.
After all that, we went to celebrate Drus birthday Eve. Her birthday is 15/04/1991. We ate a lot. A lot of sinful stuff.
Wow, it's been so long since I've blogged. Life is just getting from bad to worse. Ms kok, syf, o levels. It just won't stop. Enough is enough.
Frankly, I think and feel that people shouldn't just spread what they THINK of heaven so freely. I mean, I for one, cannot fully believe there's even a heaven. Who knows about the afterlife truly? The person who wrote the book in the bible, Revelations? How much of it is reliable?
I've once tried to share the gospel with Sharon. But then she soon started questioning about God, whether he is real or not. I was taken aback, it never occurred to me so I asked my Sunday School teacher when I was young, "Is God real?" She replied, "Of course!" "But how do you know? What's the proof?" "Read the bible! Everything in there is true!"
She sounded really angry when I asked, hence I didn't dare to further question. And never did ever again. I personally now think that she shouldn't have done that. Cause I feel like I don't really want to believe anymore.
But you, do YOU truly believe what the bible says? It was and is written by man. Not a special delivery dropped right from heaven. How much can we believe it? Now maybe you think my entire Christian faith is shaken, maybe I should just have faith. I tell you, it's not easy. The life that I'm living, how the world is now, doesn't lead me to believe that having Faith is the right way. How would I know it is not some propaganda or brain-washing cult that is popular and historical?
You maybe would say that, "There's historical proof that things written in the bible is true!" Well, there's another religion, either Muslim or Islam that has almost the exact same stories as that of the bible but 2 different beliefs. So who is true?
I don't know but I think this whole thing is so screwed... Maybe one day you accidentally bump into a person on the streets, then that person turns at scrutinizes you for your action. But he might have been to church, worshiping on his knees the day before. I don't know what to think.
I admit, I ever considered to be just a free-thinker. But I've been brought up in a Christian family, been going to church before I could even walk. It's been instilled in my thinking that if I convert, I'll be condemned. Hence, I never dared to quit my Christian life. I always feel like this Christianity religion is a burden forced onto me unwillingly.
A lot of times I have stopped going to church, cause I don't wish to be a hypocrite. I don't want to be praying and worshiping half-heartedly. Then once I step out of church, I revert back to my life, un-christianly.
When people talk about heaven, I take it with a pinch of salt. I cannot fully believe. For those stanch Christians, this might make me seem like a sinner. But at least I'm not being hypocritical about what I truly believe in.
Say what you wish. But you can never make someone entirely believe in something we cannot see, hear or touch.
If you all didn't notice, we wait everyday of our lives. Everyday, every hour. Waiting for what??
Under a microscope, we see ourselves just waiting to buy food, or waiting for the bus, or waiting for time to pass. That's the usual things we'll think of when we wait. Looking at a bigger scope, we're waiting for teachers to teach us something new, waiting for our O Levels, waiting to find out what the future will hold for us.
A crude example would be, us waiting in the toilet for our pee to end. Or worse, *ahem... And for Cheryl, you actually wait while you eat. Wait for your mouth to finish chewing up your mouthful of instant noodles for instance, before you put a second mouthful.
Waiting can be perilous, painful or just plain irritating.
Just now, while at Yamaha after my guitar lesson, the staff made me wait cause their computer hanged while trying to access my information(I hope that doesn't mean anything...). So the person attending to me had to run about the room trying to get my information so she can calculate how much am I suppose to pay.(The computer just doesn't want me to pay, honestly). So I had to wait for like 10mins or more? AND I DESPERATELY NEEDED TO USE THE TOILET! I think I might have showed it a little cause another person came up and said, "Can I help you?" Then we started a conversation...
She: Today's madhouse. Me: Heh. She: Very busy today. So many people. Me: -nods- So is it fun working here? She: Yeah -points at her colleagues, implying that they are fun people to be with- But when it's busy..sigh Me: -nods-
At least that kept my mind of my filled-to-the-brim bladder.... And now, I'm waiting for my sister to come. She said she will! And we're baking brownies!
Hence, everyday to every hour to every minute we're waiting...
HONESTLY! Do they even plan?! It's like super horrible management.
It's so difficult to travel around because of SBS buses. Like from my house to the school if I go by a car would only take 10mins or less. With the bus it takes like bloody >30mins. Because why? The buses are not dispatched fairly.
Like for example, the buses at our school, 45, 53, 62 and 113. I can't say much for 113 or 45 cause I don't usually take them. And they come at reasonable timings. Don't have to wait too long for them.
BUT 53! You have to wait aeon's for it to come. Don't have to wait as long as the 317 bus. But still bad enough. The dispatch frequency is about 8-16 minutes. And besides the fact that it takes more than a century to arrive, it is SMALL. LIKE HELLO?! You have us waiting, then when the bus arrives, because it's too crowded we have to wait for a NEXT one. You know how time consuming it is? 53 passes 5 schools. You read it, 5! Yuying, PLMGS, Peicai and Whitesands (P). And a school has more than 1000 students. 1000 x 5 = 5000. And out of that 5000 about 2000 would take the 53 bus. Especially our school, it's perpetually packed. AND SCHOOL DAYS ARE 5 DAYS A WEEK. It also travels to Changi Airport(Imagine the distance it covers, and people have no place to sit). Seriously, just what were you people planning? It would be appreciated if you could make the dispatch more frequent OR make it double decker.
Let us look at something else, the 62 bus. I hardly see it packed. And now I know the reason, firstly, it's double decker. Secondly, it dispatch frequency is 1-14 mins. 1 MINUTE! LIKE WTH?! And 62 only passes 4 schools. One of them is Mee Toh Sec. First time I've heard of it... It mostly travels around Punggol, Sengkang, Hougang.
I really don't understand how is it planned in such a way. Maybe I'm missing something but even so, the dispatch times really shows it's lack of thought. Passing so many schools yet it takes the longest. And it's taken by MANY cause it goes to bus stops which is convenient for people to change buses at.
I really don't get it.
I think Ms Kok is getting more 'guo fen'. Thinking of it makes me sick.
Adeline scolded a bunch of sec 1s. But I'm not complaining. The Sec 1s are really annoying this year.
Apologises for my blog header, couldn't think of anything else. I honestly wouldn't be surprised if Denise ever comes up to me and says that. It's incomprehensible how Denise manages to live. Denise fell while crossing the road in front of the school. It's really embarrassing.
Let's not get to that, I'm going to share tomorrow for cellgroup. Though my sister had forbidden me to attend anymore cause she thinks Ms Kok is bad influence.
People are like taking my blog for a threat. I mean when I say, "I'm going to blog about that". Everyone would be like," OH NO". Like is it really that bad? But you all enjoy reading it what! Like how lame your friends are and whatsoever.
BUT EH! FINE! IF YOU WANT IT TO BE BAD THEN SO BE IT! I'M GOING TO BE MEAN. Being mean is fun. Sharon says it's fun cause you have no moral obligations to abide to.
Anyway seriously, what's with the blog headers on top?
Denise - IM GONNA LEAD A HAPPY LIFE!! (Oh my god! You sound totally deprived you poor soul!) Cheryl - because I was taught to dream (Someone had to teach you how to dream Cheryl?!) Sharmila - It's blinding (Eh...But your blog is all black. I feel like I'm already blinded) Joyce - Apple stories (Stares at the header, frowns and scratches head)
Ahaa... I'm going to get stoned by these 4 people. HEY I COULDN'T FIND ANY OTHER BLOGS TO MAKE FUN OF!
I will once again talk about public buses in my later on posts. Not now cause I want to play INFERNAL.
PS. SIGN THE PETITION FOR DON'T WEAR THAT GUITAR OUTFIT FOR KALEIDOSCOPE!!!
As my header says, it will be my post content for today.
You know the silver bell placed at reception desks or our school canteen stalls? You tap the top of the bell to call for a person or so. So anyway, my sister's office reception desk has a bell like that. Before I begin, I have to explain that my sister is a social bomb. An extremely jovial and fun person, she could probably turn Enci's birthday party into the most fun birthday party you could experience. She was the one who made everyone who came for my 16th birthday celebration, sing my birthday song OUT OF TUNE. It sounded almost as horrid as a scream from a banshee. She's the type that can laugh her heart out in the middle of her company's meeting. She's the reactive metal caesium. To her, I'm the nonreactive metal, silver... So if you thought I was someone very brash, then you have yet to meet my sister.
So anyway, back to the point about the silver bell, she went up to the reception desk, and unintentionally kept repetitively ringing the bell. Then the receptionist came up to her and told her that ringing ONCE is enough. But my sister, being the type of person she is, didn't really quite understand how someone could only ring it once. So she told the receptionist, "But ring once like not shuang..." -She means that ringing once isn't satisfying enough.
I swear when she told me this story I was completely dumbfounded. Even though I know my sister is like that, I couldn't believe she'd do something like that. I can totally relate to that though, I'd do the same with the school's canteen store bell... But I was afraid of the possibility that the auntie would run out and scold me, then not want to sell me her food. So because I have good social etiquette, and of course so that I can fill up my tummy, I ring once. Sigh...
Other things like traffic lights. I just enjoy pressing and pressing, thinking that it would speed things up, but of course I know it doesn't. I JUST WANT TO DO IT OKAY?!
Another thing is also Denise. Can't be satisfied with just hitting Denise once. Gotta keep hitting her. Same goes for Sharmila or Adeline.
