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Sickness and Death

I wanted to write about something like this because for the past few days, I've been coughing like hell till now my head hurts so bad. I tried sleeping...But the pain is still there. And I've figured, since I can't fight the cough, I shall BE the cough. Don't know how though...but I'm drinking COLD LIPTON TEA.

Alright, that wasn't the main focus. I've always been thinking, why people die like that? And you know in dramas, the loved one would go questioning GOD and so on and so forth. So I came up with this really shallow list of why people die or fall ill. No proof or evidence whatsoever.

We all know, okay, in our religion, we've always been told that our life has a purpose right? That's one of the base reasons why I think we fall ill or die. Okay nevermind, the more I explain, the more confused I get.

Lets start...
THIS "THEORY" IS NOT TRUE. OR AT LEAST I HOPE. IT'S SOMEWHAT BASED ON A RELIGIOUS POINT OF VIEW.

So that I won't have people banging at my gate for whatsoever reasons.

ALRIGHT BEGINNING:

When people die of natural causes, it means that the person has fulfilled their purpose in life. It's like God telling you, "Alright, you've done what you need to do. It's over".

When they die all of a sudden without any symptoms beforehand, it's God preventing something terrible from happening. Either to you or the world.

When people die from cancer, it means that the person has not been serving his purpose and has been doing many many things he shouldn't have been doing. So God is saying, "I'm going to make your suffer before you die".

BUT when people are cured from Cancer, it means God wants to give them a second chance.

Then when you fall ill. Like me right now, God is telling you, "Watch it, your not doing what you're suppose to do".

I CAN'T THINK OF ANYMORE.

I admit, I'm afraid to die. I almost died last month while crossing the road. Thank goodness I didn't run across the road or I would have. I'm living on borrowed time. So I live for today but plan for tomorrow in case you actually have one.

This post to me is a boredom post. Because I am pissed with the Yooyu Ball in the Altador Cup. I know that was Greek to you but I'm not going to tell. GO BRIGHTVALE!

This Lipton thing doesn't work. The advertisement said it would make you more creative for the time being. Ah whatever. It's probably not working on me cause my head is throbbing with pain.

I'm so pissed off with the cough. Really really annoyed. I haven't sleep well in days because of this. And today the weather is hotter than hell.

Got a call from VJC about DSA today. Which just added on to my unlimited list of worries. I've got to prepare a piece. BUT I DON'T KNOW WHICH! I'm gonna ask Sharon to help me a little. Anyone else want to contribute their help to me? I have to do my best and get into a good JC. And this is one of those chances I have to help myself.

I wanna escape from life. But I don't wanna die....

posted by Cineja @ 11:21 AM