Blah-tism
I feel like blogging, but after a
1 and a half hours of maths lecture, my inspiration and creativity just hits the wall and dies.
Yes it's very easy to join our maths lesson. We basically just stone, occassionally try to listen to the lecturer. It's like watching a National Geographic Documentary in Finnish. Then after awhile you give up on listening and look at your book and then wonder why your lecture book looks so ugly and then decide to decorate it with flowers and food or whatnot.
Remember: In maths lecture, everything besides the lecturer is interesting. But unfortunately, not interesting enough to keep us awake.
Bought more stuff from NTUC. God, it's only a 4 day holiday and I'm already getting this much.
(Edit, I had to add this in) OFF TO NTUC WITH A CASH CARD IN MY HAND AND A PRIDE IN MY STRIDE, TOGEDA WE WILL TAKE OVER DA WORLD!!!! When November/December comes.... I might buy every snack available on the shelves!
My best idea of a holiday is, on hot days like these, I just wrap myself in a blanket and switch the aircon on and sleep.
Occasionally waking up to eat, stretch, toliet then back to bed.
HAHAHAHA! Whenever Meena calls Jasveen by her tamil nickname. Don't know to spell it. Jasveen's reaction isn't the proper high-pitched whining and retaliation.
She'll be like "That's so gross... Stop calling me by that name" but her tone of voice would be something like this:
Pictures speak a thousand words... If only I can go around flashing this at everyone's face whenever they say something idiotic and bitchy.
Or maybe sing: "You say it best, when you say nothing at all"
I know it's a love song, but it sounds like a freaking insult. It's basically saying
SHUT UP in a very romantic and calm way.
PW group...Paula, Navin, Meena and myself. Seems like a fun group. I'm hoping. The first time we sat down and did the ground rules it went really hilariously. So can't be that bad.
Oh Horror, horror, horror
JC's madness. I remember the horrors older people would tell me about JC life.
Like...
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"You can fall asleep while studying without noticing" (Has already happened to some people I know)-
"More than 5-6 hours of sleep is a luxury" (For your body to function well, 7 hours of sleep is necessary. This is tested and proven)-
"Once you don't do homework for a day, you're DOOMED" (True. It's very very very true. Homework will literally pile up if you don't do for one day)-
"Going home after sunset to study everyday is not a rare occurrence" (Lol I already feel guilty for not doing this)Hence, SCREW THIS!!!
I'll stick with my stand that,
"People who haven't experienced JC will never fully enjoy the true bliss of Poly"I'm not being an elitist. It's statistically proven. Most people who went to poly after JC were very happy. Very.
My sister's company is on the 27th of April newspaper. Big achievers. Hahaha.
GREAT EASTERN
Disturbing news on Straits Times today: "Monster dad""Father imprisioned his daughter for 24 years and raped her. Fathered 7 children with her"Like how disturbing is that? God.... What's wrong with the man.
I'm gonna go watch carabet and plays! Yay! I plan to watch the Carabet. I don't want to miss it.Carabet: Between the Devil and the Deep Blue SeaPlay: King Lear Trilogy (This is for literature. Compulsory)Crap... maths test tomorrow and I can't do Logarithms for nuts. My tuition teacher went through like
5-7 questions and I still don't understand. Am I dead or am I dead?
But...
Holidays!!! Thursday to Sunday school free!!! So happy. I'm already prepared for it. I went NTUC just now to get hot chocolate, snacks, instant noodles, Campbell Soup and magazines. Sounds like winter is coming or something...hah. I plan on hibernating. Yes... Just the bed and me.
The
Hello Kitty Pillow and Boaster covers. I know all the Quadrops are jealous I have those. Can't deny.
The Right Time
I don't know what hit me but I'm rather addicted to Forza Motorsport 2 now. Like wtf. It's a racing car game. I'm not exactly into cars or any engine stuff but... LOL.
I still really suck at it.
Apparently, in car races, I have to know when to brake and accelerate. Like what? Why would I wanna brake in a race right? I thought everyone would just speed for everything. I mean it's a RACE.
This mentality obviously gets me smacked against the signposts and barriers all the time.
Yess!!! 2nd last chapter of Dead Rising. Can't wait to see the ending of it. Sounds oh so gory and interesting.
Yesterday, Joyce experienced all sorts of emotions from just one game: Viva Pinata Party Animals. Angst, joy, shock...etc.
(Shar you better find a way to repay her!)"Who's the purple?"
"Joyce"
"oooo"(This situation is something you have to be there for at that moment to understand)Shar's so hopeless. Especially at Halo.
Need more party games....Rock band is taking too long to come out.
Hahahaha I'm so proud of my 2nd GP test: "There is no such thing as gender discrimination today" Do you agree?. Mdm Wong tells me that my 2nd paragraph was well written. YESSSS!!!!! Exactly what I need to hear. I think I wrote something about the glass ceiling in developed societies. Something like
"only 5% out of women in the workplace get to top executive positions. It is possible that some women cannot meet the requisites of those positions. But that, could also be because of gender discrimination. How is it possible that out of so many female workers, only so few make it to become executives? If you are saying that women cannot be compared to men, is that not gender discrimination on its own?"It's not exactly what I wrote. But somewhere along these lines.
I'm in the mindset that Holidays have already started. Crap. Just 3 more days to an official holiday... 3 more...
I stress that I'm stressed
Okay stomach flu. Is it a good thing or a bad thing? I get to rest for a few days, BUT, I have to suffer internally. Well... I think the fact that I get to rest and not go to school overwrites everything else.
I was thinking of how Quadrops peeps react when they're stressed:
Adeline: Get's very happy and high, OR, get's murderously angry. (How polarizing)Janice: Stones, sleeps, wanders off to fairytale land then falls ill.Joyce: Drinks coffee. (Joyce hates coffee)Sharmila: Stress? What stress? O.OSharon: Motto: I live to be stressed.
Yep, cant get any stranger than that.
Patches keeps barking at me. I don't know why. Perhaps he thinks I'll give him more food. Noooo! Patches is fat. Really.
Supposed to have 3 tests today, by chronological order: Econs, Maths and History.. But I missed the last one cause my digestive system doesnt like the food I eat.
PEEVED W & Gee PEEVED
If you didn't know the title is PW & GPAnd Econs and history and chinese and PE. I wonder has anyone jumped off a building because of JC before? I might... But I don't plan on wasting my life because of JC. NOPE.
Spent the entire sunday doing PW and essays. HAAAAAAA.... What a great way to spend family day. I can never get enough sleep... I slept for 10 hours on Sat but I still feel sleepy. Heh.
Once again, I call for a
HOLIDAY!!!!
Getting more and more lethargic. I think one day I'll be totally lifeless. I believe I'm already halfway there.
I mean christ, I see my JC classmates more than my own FAMILY! THAT SPEAKS VOLUMES!
Even Sharon the Einstein wants a holiday. If she can't take it, 80% of people can't either. It's that bad. Indeed.
I will admit, I'm rather proud of my PI. I think it should
AT LEAST get a Meeting Expectations. Unless the teacher is being an asshole.
Went to a pet shop with Sharon just now... Cause chomp chomp sometimes takes too long to serve the food so we decided to get out of the smoke. I have no idea what breed my dogs are so I have no idea what type of food to get them... EHH
Sharmila, lemme tell you something, YOU ARE SCREWED UNLESS YOU STUDY. Period.
I can't concentrate on what I need to do... When researching for PW I'll go watch Youtube videos and stray from topic. Why is my internet so slow...?! I wanna watch Mind your language... Oh I totally recommend that show if you need a very good and hearty laugh. See straying again.
Okay I have a history essay to do. Damn damn...
Oh where oh where are the Holidays??
OH WHERE OH WHERE CAN IT BEEEE?!!!
I'm seriously in DESPERATE need of a holiday. ANY holiday. One day, half a day, WHATEVER. JUST WANT ONE.
NOW!Yawnnnn....
Crap my PI is so badly done. I think my PW teacher is trying to tell me this,
"HELLO JANICE?! WTF IS THIS?! REDO YOU LAZY ASS!!!" But in a nice way like,
"It's not very clear. You need to work on it more." -smiles widely-I PASSED MY FIRST JC H1 MATHS TEST! PASSED!!!! 9/16!!!!! WHOOOOOOT!!!!! That's some really good maths morale booster. Eh I'm quite proud of myself for studying for it okay. So shut up all you flamers. But I think I'll fail the next one cause I've gotta rely on the unreliable Graphic calculator. Goddddd....
GP test today. I chose:
"There is no such thing as gender discrimination today" Do you Agree?Well duh, I don't agree. I'm not supposed to anyway. -.-
Mdm Wong tried to peep at my plan today but I stopped her and hid my essay plan. Afraid she might give me the
'you've got all the points wrong' look. Big drop in morale if she did.
Had another "Hand-me-my-gun" conversation with Mdm Wong again. She told me she does Yoga and she tells me it can get quite annoying when she's so strained while stretching and her teacher still takes her time walking and examining. So of course I burst out laughing. Then she said that her instructor had to go see a guru, so then this conversation started:
Me: What exactly is a guru for?Wong: Errrrrr.... Me: Something religious?Wong: Yeah. Yoga is rather religious too.Me: Aren't you a free-thinker? So you shouldn't be affected right?Wong: I didn't say I'm affected by it. (**GP TEACHER SYMPTOM ALERT:I didn't say because it is religious, HENCE I dislike it)Me: Oh my god.... -hand me my gun please-Wong: Want to join? I can sign you up together with me.Me: HAHAHAHAH ARE YOU JOKING? I can't stretch!Wong: Neither can I. Everytime I have to do this push up position and stretch, it's really tiring, and my instructor takes soooooo long to walk around and look at us.** For General Paper essays, that's suppose to be our line of reasoning or how we should plan and think when we write out our essays. Finally doing my GP Oral Presentation tomorrow... I think I've forgotten all my ppt points. Ahh well...
Have to go do 3 econs essays now. Oh joy.
Awwww...
God... I soooo didn't expect Untraceable to be such a grotesque movie. Like ugh! The sulphuric acid. GAH!!!! Lights....OWWW!!! Drug...Eeeessh!
Why do you people love this type of movie so much? You all must be one of those damned idiots who enjoy watching when people die, go forums and post,
"ROFLZ He's dying! =D"OAWGAWRJGAWRG....
www.killwithme.com exists. Just like the movie....
Do play the game on the website. Hehe. So cool.
Anyway, my sister brought home 2
ONE-MONTH OLD puppies and they are irritably cute. Muahaha I'll get to keep them soon.
Look at them, you feel so irritated that they're so cute. They're both siblings but one looks like a jack russell, while the other looks like a border collie. Most probably the ears... Their stomachs are huge. Lazy.
Profile:Name: SportsPersonality: People-Oriented. Loves to be scatched at the ear. Playful and active. Whines a lot. Has curly eye brows. Loves looking out of windows. Hates cages. Blur dog. >.<
Profile:Name: PatchesPersonality: Shy and lazy. Steals food from Sport's bowl. Only will go to you if you offer food. Once he gets it, he's gone. Has the "I-don't-care" attitude. He's cute and he knows it.
Brink of Exhaustion
Remember no evil. No. I don't wish to look back to this blog one day and remember what the fuck happened. No.
I'm not naming, I'm not citing, I will adopt a brain that has selective memory.
This is a stressful week. I have 2 presentations and a
MATHS TEST. The maths test should say it all.
I think I've finally understood what it really means to be
living on the edge. I think it's exactly what's happening to me. I just need a very slight prod and I might lose it. I told you, I'm balancing or at least trying my best to. I might jump... But I don't wish to waste my life so that the school can gain a ranking point.
(I believe that schools are stressful so that students will suicide. The more they kill, the higher their ranking.)It's really small just in case some Singapore Education System fanatic reads my blog and tells the government then leads to this undesirable sequence of events. As if life wasn't sad enough.
Poor shar... having to live through her last year in PL with
immatured brats. Sad none of us are there to lend an immediate ear whenever someone starts bullshitting and making her life miserable. Backstabbing hurts. In every sense of the word. Literal or not. Sucks to have someone who's supposedly your friend to start bitching about you or betraying your feelings. If there was someone like that in my JC class, I might not be able to take the blow very well now. Especially since most of my energy is used on trying to do well academically in JC.
Ade started school on 7th of April. Rather retarded first day for her. Seeing that only 3 people in her class are girls. Hehe. That should sum up how retarded it is. Yeaahhh....
Joyce that idiot is still slacking. I try my best not to remember she's still asleep when I'm desperately trying to pay attention to my lecturers in the morning.
I mean I'm so sleepy, that my phone alarm is at top volume, it rings for a good one and a half minute and I don't hear it
AT ALL.
IF my bed was alive, I'll punch it. Cause it's pissing me off.
Bed: Ello Janice! I'm cool and comfy... come sleep!Me: Crap GP Oral Presentation...Maths test...Chinese homework!!!!Bed: Soft and cool.... Me: -starts getting tempted-Bed: Jaaaannniiiiccccceeee....Diary: GP ORAL PRESENTATION! MATHS TEST!!!!Me: Damn it....Oh now I know why people love to hear suicidal/emo songs. I'm in the mood for one now. I don't think I have energy to laugh for comedies. I THINK...
Assembly today was lame. I think it's an after-effect of 8hrs of school. Clara and I were playing bingo. Which I totally owned her. Also Tic-Tac-Toe. Which I also won. I'm excelling in the wrong things. I mean why can't I do tremendously well for Maths and Chinese or for any subject. My brain is so not adapting to Singapore's education system even after 11 years.
CRAP THIS.
To be, or not to be: that is the question
To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
Nahhh, I ain't doing Hamlet. I'm doing Othello. The quote that goes :
Then must you speak
Of One that lov'd not wisely but too well
ANYWAY, Meena and I are currently actually deciding whether we love our GP teacher or to be really scared of her. Somehow we can't tell whether she is being sacarstic to us anymore. Completely numb to it.
Meena: She covers her sacarsm so nicely and well. Then ends it with a ribbon on top.
But I do admit sincerely that Mdm Wong is really fun to talk to. Never get bored of her sacarstic comebacks. It's great having funny teachers. They add little colours into a JC student's BLACK AND WHITE life.
Anyhow, we all really gotta thank Meena for buying us Macdonalds to school today. Hahaha. I had something to look forward in school for Friday. But CCA just kills it after that. Ugh... I don't really want to go for CCA, I was enjoying my time cca-less. The guitar club today was boring. Honestly boring. Munees and I were practically playing our own songs and ignoring the lesson taught by a SENIOR. ONE YEAR SENIOR.
I don't know why seniors treat you as if they're 4 years older. I mean like hello? Some people are same age as you if you didn't realize?! Yes, it isn't rare in JC. They're guitars are really nice. REALLY. Nice casing and it's real costly. $700 they said. PL guitars are the ones that people want to throw away. You can probably get it for $30 each and that's in rupees. I mean it.
Gosh... I hate spending time alone thinking and feeling all pissed off about school. I can't help feeling pissed. School spoils everything. EV-VAR-RI-THING. Everything I do, I plan, must be revolving around the pivot: SCHOOL. I can't go out late and have a great time partying cause I'd be worried about homework and being too sleepy for lessons. I can't completely free myself cause at the back of my mind there's this big SCHOOL alarm. I hate that. I totally understand the depression of school Shar, I do. It's not that I can't cope, I just don't FEEL like coping...sigh...
Ugh, thank god sharmila sms-es me during school hours. I'd probably lose my mind too. Thank God for QD meet ups. Or school might not be bearable AT ALL. Everyday it's so tempting to get a MC just to skip school and relax. But hell, this is Singapore JC. The education system tells me that if I did something like that, I'll flop for the rest of my life. Damn conscience. I have to be a robot to accept this education system entirely. Everyday, the same thing. 10hrs of school, 3 hrs of homework, 5hrs of sleep. For 18months. What the hell am I doing in a JC....
I really need to sleep this off. Thank you blogger for letting me get that out of my system.
Wow the best conversation with a teacher happened during house elections at Lecture Room 1 in SRJC. Between Meena,Madam Wong and me. It was after assembly where we all had to wear our ties. When I button up my first button, I feel like I'm choking. So I took off my tie ASAP after assembly.
Wong: Wow, you took off your tie really fast. You look less smart.Me: The collar is too stiff. Not the tie.
Meena: Very hard.Me: It's the shirt not tie.
Wong: Oh your neck's too big for the shirt.Me: Nono, the shirt's too small for my neck.Wong: Ohhh...let's try to see it positively then. -grins-Me: That was demoralizing. Thanks.Wong: Okay okay, I'll try to be a veeeerrrrryyy nice person from now on. I'll TRY.Me: I truly believe you took a degree in sacarsm.Wong: It's not just any degree. It's not a simple normal degree. It's very special. It was a MASTERS. -walks off laughing-Meena & Me: O.OMeena: Oh no... what have we gotten ourselves into?Convo with Madam Wong during GP. With one of my classmates.
Situation: We were going to watch a video and we're suppose to answer a worksheet while watching.Wong: Okay I'm not going to off the lights cause you all still need to write.S: No! Turn it off! It's fine!Wong: You all have supervision la!
S: No, we can see in the dark because we're young.
Class: Ouch...Wong: That's okay. I think quite highly of myself. So I won't be affected... I think...Sometimes you just love JC teachers. Really fun to be with. If comments like those were made to Sec or Pri teachers. You won't expect a reply as such.
That poor Sharmila. Gosh you are free to cry when you're with the QD you know? Of course Joyce would be a bitch and won't give a shit. Neither will ade. BUT I WILL. As a very caring an emotional girl.
I AM HER HIGHNESS. =D
