Mutual Understanding
Thankfully school wasn't so heavy today. 3 Subjects, cell group without ms kok and no chinese enrichment! What more could I ask from this day? Then went to Bishan with Denden and Beryl had a good time eating at Sakae. Besides the fact that I saw smackist 1... My day would have been wonderful.BUT I THINK I'VE GOT TO GET OVER IT! Memory of my last year in PL is not going to filled with Bitches, pain-in-the-necks or childish annoyances.
MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING.
Mutual meaning: Having the same relationship each to the other.
For example, Smackist 1 and Denden, that mutual understanding is apparent. And for me and *Joan is VERY VERY LUCID.
Maybe what I'm about to say now isn't correctly categorized into MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING, but let me continue...
People's actions and behavior can be read easily. Unless you have an IQ of 68 (Hah, yes, Charlie Gordon in the story 'Flowers for Algernon'. I've been studying too much Literature). Anyway, I guess what I'm trying to point out here is that you can tell how a person is feeling or why she's behaving like that, that's called reading a person. What I'm very pissed of about *Joan is that she's very very attention-seeking. And her behavior and reactions to different situations so get the response from others makes her seem EXTREMELY CHILDISH.
I think you would be of the same mind if you have experienced some of her childish etiquettes.
If you haven't, let me list them down for you so you get a better picture on why I'm venting my anger.
-If none of this listed down are not childish, then I must have gotten the meaning wrong.
1. Public Speaking. I understand everyone's afraid of speaking in front of 40 people or more. But for her, she was speaking in front of less than 25 people. And all she is familiar with, or to be more precise, her own classmates for 1 year. Was it necessary for her to keep laughing because she was scared? I'd forgive if she laughed, and then admit that she cannot do it. BUT NO, she instead just stood at the front, took up EVERYONE'S time and laughed. Laughed for a good 10mins. And that's not the only time she did it.
2. Her laughter, sounds SUPER forced. More forced than someone laughing at the WORSE joke in an awkward social situation. And she can go on about it for 15mins or so. Making all her friends think that she's just full of laughing gas. IMO, she's full of BULLSHIT.
3. I really detest her. Probably even more than Smackist 1. But I don't go SHOWING IT. I resist the best I can. I listen to her talk(for about 5mins or so) during cellgroup without any sign of spite, all though mentally I wished I could scotch tape her lips tight. But nooo, no mutual understanding there, when I spoke for A FEW SECONDS, she JUST HAD to give that Crapped up Qian Bian face. Today at cellgroup was the FINAL STRAW. She had annoyed me one time too many.
4. Seriously *Joan. Cut the infuriating acting. You can tell if someone is trying to act smart or high and holy. Probably this 4th point is debatable. Last week in cellgroup I just said, "Do you all want to go or continue?" I SWEAR I ONLY SAID SOMETHING ALONG THOSE LINES ONCE. I was not the ONLY one who said it. Everyone else wanted to leave as well but *Joan (Omg at this point I'm already fuming and I feel like saying who she is so we all can hate her together), anyway this *Joan was asking questions NOT RELATED to the topic for cellgroup that day. And we all REALLY needed to leave cause we had Chinese Enrichment and we have not eaten lunch and the enrichment starts in 10mins. So everyone was practically begging to leave. BUT THAT BITCH, GOT ANGRY WITH ME AND TALKED BEHIND MY BACK?! WHAT A F.... (control Jan, control). As I was saying, she got angry with me because I wanted to leave and I only complained ONCE. As if being a pain wasn't enough for her. She had to bitch about me.
Heard this song? (Face down by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus)
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.
I see the way you go and say you're right again,
say you're right again,
heed my lecture
Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this worlds got to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
Face down in the dirt she said, this doesn't hurt she said I've finally had enough!
One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.
(The song isn't that short, I only cut out the appropriate versus for this post)
This does not apply only to her. But to everyone including myself. Telling blatant lies about someone or accusing someone with absolutely no truth just because you hate her, HURTS. It really hurts a person. People say, "Everyone hates me. So I hate everyone else". Ever stop to consider why? Why you have so little friends or none at all. Be conscious of your own social behavior and etiquette then maybe you'll see the flaws of your actions. No one is perfect you say, but people can strive to be better than they already are. I thought over why *Joan talked behind my back many times. I have not done anything to offend her. I remember the first time she talked about me was because I was attracting more attention from Renaa, Charlotte and Veronica. They thought I was very funny. I try my best not to pull friends apart. I let *Joan partner Charlotte, I'd stand alone during assembly. I'd sit alone. I didn't cling on to someone. And she hated me for that? Nonsense.
I had my say.
-Still at the same point but my paragraph is getting a little long- So she started to talk about me to Vanessa saying that I was rude and wanted to leave blah blah. And Vanessa was like, "No?" HAHAHAHA IN YOUR FACE, SUCKER! And her bitchness just gets better. Today I said COMPLAINED NOTHING ABOUT WANTING TO LEAVE. Enci on the other hand kept saying she wanted to leave. AND *JOAN WASN'T LEAST IRRITATED WITH HER. Whatever you immature fool. Saying I have not talked behind her back is a lie. I mean this post is already considered "talking behind her back". But this are true incidences. But what she said about me was really uncalled-for. You can ask people who went for last week's and today's class cell for proof.
Heard this song? (Face down by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus)
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.
I see the way you go and say you're right again,
say you're right again,
heed my lecture
Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this worlds got to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
Face down in the dirt she said, this doesn't hurt she said I've finally had enough!
One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.
(The song isn't that short, I only cut out the appropriate versus for this post)
This does not apply only to her. But to everyone including myself. Telling blatant lies about someone or accusing someone with absolutely no truth just because you hate her, HURTS. It really hurts a person. People say, "Everyone hates me. So I hate everyone else". Ever stop to consider why? Why you have so little friends or none at all. Be conscious of your own social behavior and etiquette then maybe you'll see the flaws of your actions. No one is perfect you say, but people can strive to be better than they already are. I thought over why *Joan talked behind my back many times. I have not done anything to offend her. I remember the first time she talked about me was because I was attracting more attention from Renaa, Charlotte and Veronica. They thought I was very funny. I try my best not to pull friends apart. I let *Joan partner Charlotte, I'd stand alone during assembly. I'd sit alone. I didn't cling on to someone. And she hated me for that? Nonsense.
I had my say.
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posted by Cineja @ 10:47 AM
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